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Sunday, January 31, 2010

7:55 AM

time flies...i spending my whole sunday waiting for her msg and call but it was pointless.
i waited vainlessly

haiz...somehow i realised i gotta do something to myself..
she jus too good for me

good old arsenal, we're proud to say the name;
when we sing the song we'll win the game.

Saturday, January 30, 2010

7:31 AM

haiz..time passed by faster than ussual

i cant take it...i keep on thinking about her..i saw her online,i cant talk to her..
scared of irritated her...i got to learnt to take it easy.

i miss her

good old arsenal, we're proud to say the name;
when we sing the song we'll win the game.

Friday, January 29, 2010

8:49 AM

everything like ussual but jus tat i feeling extremely down...

haiz...i talk to her and her best friend...turn up, i became a mince meat..
and yea..she treat me like a normal friend..i feel it.. i noe..saddened

kelsie is my best friend but now we turn to became like total stranger..everything is so sucky now...haiz...i cant take it...my life really sux...

good old arsenal, we're proud to say the name;
when we sing the song we'll win the game.

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

9:37 AM

its late at night and i cant sleep
a lot of thing that has been on my mind...
haiz
stress piled up

firstly,its about my school stuff.i dono why..i think that itwill be better if i leave the group...maybe i am the root of all the problem..i dono...it will be more heartache to do that..

secondly.i jus quarrel with my dad, he seems to be a stubborn fool which doesnt appreciate everything we do for him..i cnt take it and scold him..haiz..wat an unfilial son..
also my younger sister, haiz..she is another headache, she always think that everything will be okay in the end. but now she given a last chance.if she fail this exam..then she cant stay with us anymore..mom will be super upset..haiz..why is everything so complicated

today,luckily karen accompany me for three hours on phone eventhought halfway she jus go and watch her video..she really a sweet girl by action and non-verbal...

think of her every second of my life

good old arsenal, we're proud to say the name;
when we sing the song we'll win the game.

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

3:55 PM

jus cut my hair yesterday.
cut until super short..not nice

haiz...i dono why like my friend kelsie dont wanna talk to me,
feel like piss off but should i apologize to solved the problem.
i dono but i do noe tat i dont want to lose you as my friend

today got not much chance to talk to karen..
super pissed,her message getting shorter and shorter.
maybe this is another for her to slowly lose contact with me..
i cant do anything anymore...hope for the better days tomolo

good old arsenal, we're proud to say the name;
when we sing the song we'll win the game.

Sunday, January 24, 2010

7:54 AM

omg...weekend has passed
its going to be intensive studying week for me liao..

omg..today i have one match at springfield..
pissed off man..the ref giving out penalty to opponent when is outside the box.
i cant take it...the ref is too sucky

around 8,i reach home,,then sleep a while. omg
she talk to me at msn. she wait for me...sound so touch
i quite happy tat she talk to me..but yea i not sure when is the next time, we would be talking again...she still so cute as ever

miss her

good old arsenal, we're proud to say the name;
when we sing the song we'll win the game.

Saturday, January 23, 2010

7:40 AM

Today is saturday..weekend is coming but i feeling super down

frankly say,my heart still waiting for the call that she promised..she say she would call me back

but untill now.. i still waiting =<

feel dissapointed..

i think i m quite silly to like her...since i noe tat she wont like me..

feel disappointing with myself

lastly. my huge disappointment came from she wont even bother to contact me when i never contact her.. slowly time would erased the memory of me in her -_-

(sorry for the bad english)

good old arsenal, we're proud to say the name;
when we sing the song we'll win the game.

Friday, January 22, 2010

9:52 AM

today is quite laame..
firstly i play five hour of lan..which made me damn giddy

then after tat go shopping with they all, i realised i might offend kelsie accidentally.but i dono why..then she went home without saying bye to me...
we are closed friend but today, i feel like we are stranger -_- sorry kelsie..if i accidentally offend u in anyway.

then i call her in the night, we shared the ussually stuff..talking crap for 77 minutes(my favourite number) but after that somebody call her, and yea she say she would call me back.
but in the end,i waited for two hours....nothing happened..haiz..
maybe not important..miss her a lot now

good old arsenal, we're proud to say the name;
when we sing the song we'll win the game.

Thursday, January 21, 2010

8:12 AM

i thought today gonna be a happy day..but i realised two thing has went wrong

my closed friend

kelsie has stir up quite a lot of problem with hooligan inside my class.

pray that we could go back to our normal peaceful class.

well..hope there retribution to all the people who bullied her

second this is about her,

haiz..feel kind of down.

when she feel sad, i couldnt do anything to help her.seriously i wanted to help her print out the form so tat she could go aus to perform but she refused.

why she so silly?i jus purely wanna help her print out the form to cheer her up a bit..

my heart pain when i feel that you are sad....

good old arsenal, we're proud to say the name;
when we sing the song we'll win the game.

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

10:09 PM

in the school,getting gay by kenneth..
pissed off

i been waiting for her msg or call for two days but in the end turn up nothing
today,at around 8.45...i call her..feel so happy...she was talking to me like non-stop..

missing her even more now,

but she promised to go out with me after her exam..heheh

Dianto

good old arsenal, we're proud to say the name;
when we sing the song we'll win the game.

7:25 AM

first day of blogging

dono why people blog..jus trying out

good old arsenal, we're proud to say the name;
when we sing the song we'll win the game.