Tuesday, February 23, 2010
6:35 PM
its been one week i never contact you..
its kind of long for me but short for you... i know
but everyday, i always see your profile and read your blog.
sometimes i wonder, m i crazy or something ?
its doesnt matter anymore..
cheers
good old arsenal, we're proud to say the name;
when we sing the song we'll win the game.
Friday, February 19, 2010
10:57 AM
its about 3am now...
i still cant sleep...i jus saw your blog...
u still talking bout your ex...
i do so much thing for you..but in the end i get nothing..except the sadness in my heart...i really feel super down now...
good old arsenal, we're proud to say the name;
when we sing the song we'll win the game.
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
10:01 AM
life has been same as ussual
but one thing doesnt go right
why?
i dono...
arrrrrrrrrrrrrhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
aarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
sori..i could shout at my house...only could use this blog...
well...i feel better now...
good old arsenal, we're proud to say the name;
when we sing the song we'll win the game.
Saturday, February 13, 2010
11:30 AM
well...
i jus couldnt resist the chance to talk to her...
i call her if i could...what a failure guy i m...
haiz...we talk till three am...she is really cute...she is tired but she didnt told me tat she tired but instead....she ask me... are u tired? not sleeping yet...lol...
from that i noe tat she wanna sleep...then we stop from taat.
lifes sux...i spending this new year alone at spore..
i cant take it
good old arsenal, we're proud to say the name;
when we sing the song we'll win the game.
Friday, February 12, 2010
9:33 AM
-_-
i m really tired..tired of taking initiatives talk to you,sms you and msn you..
i jus couldnt do it all the time...
but will you do the same thing if by chances, u would think of me?
i doubt so...
Dianto, at least u tried your best...good for you...
dance freak, i really wonder, do you still remember the promise we made to go out on this friday or saturday ?
well..i doubt so..
i really miss you...=<
i read your blog everyday, eventhought its the same thing...but i didnt get tired of reading it..from there i could c you again and again...
tired...
good old arsenal, we're proud to say the name;
when we sing the song we'll win the game.
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
9:24 AM
today...i talk to her...
well..its a good thing...
but i regret talking to her...
i regret asking for her blog....
from her blog, i can feel that her love for her ex is stronger than everything i experienced..i tot tat after certain time she would forget him but well, everything seems to be predestined...her love for her ex is deeper than the deepest ocean...
"Then my heart was shattered
I didn’t see it coming.
But I finally moved on
And yet now, not a single month passes
When I don’t think of you
How I used to catch you innocently staring
Out of the corner of your eye
How the simplest graze of my hand
Would send butterflies throughout my entire body
And makes me have sweaty palms.
I miss your sweet kisses
And your gentle goodnights
I miss holding your hand
And being held by you
I miss the moments we shared together
Both good and bad
I miss how you loved me
All of me, every single day
But more than anything
I miss your eyes…
How I could look into them for hours *with blinking my eyes*
And how sweetly you looked back upon me
You were lovely and gentle then
Those days are gone now
And I’m doing just fine
Great really, I love my new life
But I enjoyed our moments
I enjoyed having you in my life
And I will never forget you
It has been 1 year and 6 months now
Since I have seen those eyes.
And I am happy my scars have healed
Though, now you’re leaving
I wish you luck
And hope you return safely
But know that I loved you
That I will always love you
And without the good and the bad experiences
We would have not grown into the people we are today
And thank you, truly,
For Everything.
thank you, tigger
(:
*These are things that I could not tell you.
Things that remind me of you when I want nothing more to forget.
Things that have gone wrong.
Things that have gone right.
Things that will never happen.
Things that are your fault, my fault, the faults of no one.
These are the things that I did not do and difficult to let go of. *
this is from her to her ex...i almost cry after see this...what can i do?
i was thinking to meet you on friday...after seeing this...i really couldn't bring myself to meet you...and give you the ticket to watch disney on ice..the one u always wanted to watch...the medicine that i bought for your sore throath and my heart which always wanted to meet you...
T_T
good old arsenal, we're proud to say the name;
when we sing the song we'll win the game.
Saturday, February 6, 2010
8:40 AM
hi...its been quite long that i didnt blog...
maybe kind of busy...
haiz..i been wondered why i always taking initiative to call her and msg her when she dont even bother..sometimes i jus think i too dumb
haiz...its like the broken promises which always repeated, she told me tat she going to chat with me...i tot tat she going take initiative to talk to me...but yea..the same result...
on friday nights, i talk on phone with her, i feel so jealous when she say SHE GOING TO BUY COUPLE TEE WITH HER COUSIN..and also she take initiative to ask her cousin out ON VALENTINE DAY...haiz...haiz...i still remember i try to ask her out on 12 feb last two weeks but she completely forgotten...haiz..everything is not important anymore.
i cant take it...
good old arsenal, we're proud to say the name;
when we sing the song we'll win the game.