Wednesday, February 10, 2010
9:24 AM
today...i talk to her...
well..its a good thing...
but i regret talking to her...
i regret asking for her blog....
from her blog, i can feel that her love for her ex is stronger than everything i experienced..i tot tat after certain time she would forget him but well, everything seems to be predestined...her love for her ex is deeper than the deepest ocean...
"Then my heart was shattered
I didn’t see it coming.
But I finally moved on
And yet now, not a single month passes
When I don’t think of you
How I used to catch you innocently staring
Out of the corner of your eye
How the simplest graze of my hand
Would send butterflies throughout my entire body
And makes me have sweaty palms.
I miss your sweet kisses
And your gentle goodnights
I miss holding your hand
And being held by you
I miss the moments we shared together
Both good and bad
I miss how you loved me
All of me, every single day
But more than anything
I miss your eyes…
How I could look into them for hours *with blinking my eyes*
And how sweetly you looked back upon me
You were lovely and gentle then
Those days are gone now
And I’m doing just fine
Great really, I love my new life
But I enjoyed our moments
I enjoyed having you in my life
And I will never forget you
It has been 1 year and 6 months now
Since I have seen those eyes.
And I am happy my scars have healed
Though, now you’re leaving
I wish you luck
And hope you return safely
But know that I loved you
That I will always love you
And without the good and the bad experiences
We would have not grown into the people we are today
And thank you, truly,
For Everything.
thank you, tigger
(:
*These are things that I could not tell you.
Things that remind me of you when I want nothing more to forget.
Things that have gone wrong.
Things that have gone right.
Things that will never happen.
Things that are your fault, my fault, the faults of no one.
These are the things that I did not do and difficult to let go of. *this is from her to her ex...i almost cry after see this...what can i do?
i was thinking to meet you on friday...after seeing this...i really couldn't bring myself to meet you...and give you the ticket to watch disney on ice..the one u always wanted to watch...the medicine that i bought for your sore throath and my heart which always wanted to meet you...
T_T
good old arsenal, we're proud to say the name;
when we sing the song we'll win the game.